Hurts

It all hurts
every breath,
every movement,
everytime I think of you,
Of those times that don't exist anymore,
Everytime I look you in the eye,
you smile,
But I know it is all fake,
You still love her,
I know.
But I'm a masochist,I think
becasue anyway,I still try to make this work,
And while I try,
my heart is been tear down to pieces,
And HURTS