dying inside

I'm dying inside,
It's hard to me to feel anything but pain,
pain is the only things that tells me that I'm still alive.
there is no love,
no happiness,
my soul is fading,
so is my life,
as I whatch blood escaping from the vessels in my wrists,
but it doesn't hurts at all,
the only pain I feel is inside,
as the light in my eyes fades away,
I think of all the happy moments I had,
they weren't few,but the sad ones where more.
one tear roles in my cheeks and I see the end coming.
suddenly I wake up It's all a dream,
Or so I thought,
but now it was only a window to my inner me,
who's dying slowly and pianfully.

ouch

ya no me siento como antes,estar junto a ustedes,verlas reir me duele,ya no soy la misma chica sonriente,me siento sola,dejada de lado,aunque se que no es asi por que yo se que aunque les cueste demostrarlo en algun lado en su corazon me quieren,pero es tan debil ese sentimiento que lo unico que puedo hacer es abrazarme las rodillas y llorar,me siento sola,ya no las siento amigas.
cambiamos todas tanto,estmaos irreconocibles,
ya no pertenesco a su lado,
ni al de nadie