Losing control

I'm losing it again
I can't no longer forget
those three words you told me

My head spins,
and my heart struggels for every beat

My eyes won't stop crying
They are already bloodshoted
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I look ,
For something to take away this pain,
To take away all my sorrow.

I'm losing control
I ripp my clothes off
With the cold light being reflected in the knife

I cut open my chest
My mind goes blank
And I start to lose color

In my last moments
I see my blood,
covering the white tiles of my bathroom